today was more of the same. increased my hydroxycut intake following the recommended schedule. felt jittery all day. i'm sure that'll go away soon, if it even comes back at all.



i'm really anxious to try this stuff called yohimburn. the reviews sound phenomenal, and just too good to be true. but i still got a half a bottle of the cutting gel. i've been using it ritually for the last month. i think it's working slowly, but i'm disappointed by the slow results. i'm just gonna use it 2x a day (i've been using it 1x a day), hoping to use it all up and make room for yohimburn.



everyday, nguyen and i go for a walk during lunch time. today, we went to blacks beach. the view was amazing. so many things in SD. i just love it here. even after living here for 6 years, stuff around the corner is just waiting to be discovered.



i was thinking yesterday, "hey, i don't have any commitments to eat out at all in the next month" and then i realized i'm going to vegas in 2 weeks. oh well. its worth it though. i actually look forward to not eat out. can you believe that? but then again, for some reason or another, i realized i haven't had thai food since i made a full on change to my diet. hmmm.....decisions decisions. once i think of something, it usually overwhelms me. some stuff i can just stay away (like kfc), but other stuff, i usually find an excuse. like craving of protein and my trips to el cotixan btw. and now i'm trying to convince myself that all thai food is spicy unsaturated fat with bunch of carbs. oh well. i'll see how i feel about it during the rest of this week. i can always find people willing to go. that's the problem. : )



today, i watched the divx, "Hannibal". I don't think I enjoyed it too much. I've seen a lot of TV specials on serial killers, and 99% of the time, these crazies are nowhere near that insane. the gore just made it unbelieveable. some parts i found it to be laughable (reminded me of tales of the crypt episodes) when it shouldn't have been. also, in the movie, clarise actually saves hannibal from getting eaten by wild pigs by killing and shooting 3 other guys who are just petty thugs. but she's doing it because it's the right thing to do? there's a flaw in her core beliefs. just didn't buy it. thumbs down.